its a mad world.

it's a mad world.
my life has been going through alot lot of ups and down,
total opposites of Sara(hehehe) who said her life was plain and boring heheheh
so basically,
it was alot of past plus present plus future mix until i blur like mad
but sometimes mixtures just awakens you and make you more clear of things that actually happening around you,
and make you feel the urgency to do something before you regret.
i took my step, but i dont have the reciprocating step.
i dont get the support.
but i hope i do, i hope you'll understand.

oh anw, this is like super madness random but,
i srsly cant wait to go to the beach.
WAVEHOUSE!!!

udders/blackberry

recently life has been so packed for me i think i could hardly breathe.
and i swear i never felt so exhausted in a long long time already.

working at udders is fun, hell lot of fun.
i meet new people, i get to eat ice cream + waffles,
and i get stronger from the scoopings, i swear okay!
everyday i go home from work my arms sore from the scooping and washing,
my legs sore from the standing and walking.
tough but fun nonetheless. ;)
and i realised one thing.
people like to play monopoly deal in the shop,
which i had been yearning to play for like super long alr
fmlfmlfml luhhhhhh

oh anyway, my current Sony Ericsson Jalou is like spoiling soon,
i'm not bullshitting.
the sides the colour thing coming off and my small LED screen got one unknown line there alr
sadsadsad :(
thinking of getting a Blackberry Curve, since it's supposedly on promotion. yaye heheheh
but stupid United sqaure outlet, only have the Bold one on promotion,
so might be goign to eaither Plaza Singapura or Bugis to check it out!
so sexcited woots woots ^^
dear pay, hurry come in cause i got so much desires i can't wait ;)

soh chun yang!!!

SOH CHUNYANG!

my favourite superman :)

thanks for always being here with me, for me

staying by me through everything i went through,

through my best(s) and my worsts,

never leaving me alone when you say you won't.

thank you sohchunyang ;)

flashbacks.

loft.
it's like a chalet to many,
a place to hang out and play, to have fun,
and its like a second home to many of the society/sac ppl.
we practically spent half of school lives there,
eating, planning, playing, doing nonsense.
so much memories there,
but come to think of it,
it's just another half of the year at most for us to spend time with the seniors in ngee ann already.
i dont know how i'll feel,
but i'm certain i'll miss them, all.i'm already starting to miss Alex, who wasn't there with us since what seems like forever :(
so many things happened between us throughout
quarrels, fallouts, unhappiness etc but we all manged to get through them, and put all these differences aside.
will we still all stay in touch?
will we all still be like how we are?
i'm happy, very happy.
this pioneer camp, though not really very successful, it brought us, or maybe me,
back to how i was with them all.
but sometimes i wished i wasn't so close either.

it's not me now.
i hate standing at the door waiting like an idiot,
playing scenarios in my head that i know wouldn't happen.
standing there letting flaskbacks haunt me, scary much you know

i'm learning to hate you,
to do what i said i would :)