happy 15th, my baby ♥

 ♥ HAPPY 15TH MONTH TO J AND I!  ♥

Hi my dear boyfriend. You're in reservist now, and the time we get to talk on the phone had massively decreased, and i'm really sad but we have no choice. Just want to say happy 15th month and i'm really happy we're at our 15th month already YAY i'm so glad we pulled through all the mindless fights, quarrels and arguments(though they all mean roughly the same thing) even though they are always mostly revolving around the same things over and over again. i'm glad you chose to put up with all my nonsense, my mood swings and temper when i was still a very horrible person. i'm glad you chose to stay on even when times got really hard between us and the only options we seem to have was to give it all up. i'm thankful that you never saw giving us up as on option to consider and instead, you chose to fight for us. thank you for being so understanding towards me throughout these whole 15 months and the few months before we got together. thank you for believing in me, that i'll be a better person, that i'm not as bad as i always think i am. so many things changed in my life when i met you, and indefinitely it did for you too. but i'm really happy that it was all for the better, be it good times or bad. so proud of us to pull through for so long despite some shortcomings that we couldn't stand of each other. but that too, we managed to see pass it. so congratulations my dearest boy, we're proceeding to our next milestone! hehe. okay la i admit i'm such a crybaby i really wanted you to be with me because it feels so unsafe. but jiayou okay we can get through this whole reservist thing together though i can't hide inside your duffel bag or hide in the trees like we planned. i know by the time you see this it'll be like sunday, which is freaking 5 days later, but still, you have to read all these by hook or by crook by latest sunday see you on sunday!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA  ♥ ♥ ♥