Mundane

Life has been so mundane, excluding the fact that J and I had been pretty well lately, no fights or whatever, so yay ^^ anything else, MEH. FYP has been rough, like really really rough, and it's totally not fun, especially when you need to do it all alone, with a partner not really treating it seriously. KILL ME PLEASE

So, I really goddamn intend to graduate this fucking semester, like seriously. So i need to pull my socks all the way up to my head I don't give a damn. Supz has been especially nice ever since the last review, trying ways and means to keep us still floating, and not dying. But the main thing is, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE SHIT ARE WE DOING mmmm. Another reason to be dead, but no. Not gonna succumb to NP and give them another semester of the elevated school fees. I always tell J that I'm very free, but actually I'm not. It seems like I have alot to finish, but everytime i just choose to nua. And when i can nua, i start doing things. Ugh wth is wrong with me. Anw, I saw this and I think it totally suits me. HAHA if i was a superhero, I'd be doing this instead (Y) 

Except the fact that I will never have a Robert Pattinson poster in my room. Uh, damn weird. Been spending time doing pyssla bead designs and dreamcatchers for the fund raising, I'm neglecting my own funds haha. MY INCOME IS TOTALLY DEPLETING I NEED MONEY. Exams are just next week, and yet, I'm unprepared. Time to chiongz? Just needa get out of this fucking (although good but no more meaning ) school. CIAOS    

ps. this is what I'm gonna do for the rest of my life :B