updates

19 October.
i'm a good girl today.
i stayed and rot at home the whole day,
except that i went out for dinner to have my favourite kimchi noodles i'd been craving since forever ;)
went to u.d.d.e.r.s at united square/goldhill plaza to ask for a job,
cause apparently only build-a-bear got back to me,
and the timing wasn't flexible enough.
so, i decided to try out udders,
and tadah! i got the job!!! ;)
and, i saw Clarence Kow there.
yaye got someone i know as my colleague! hehehehe
starting work next tuesday at 4pm,
so people, head down to find me!!! :)

 18 October.
today was hell for me.
did the wrong things,
made the wrong choice.
hopefully everything tide over, real soooooon.
i'm sorry.

17 October.
went to meet Nat at Plaza Singapura to just randomly walk around after her flea-ing at Zouk(hmpf)
had dinner at Yoshinoya.
haven't been there for a super long time alr,
like omg srsly.
the beef ricebowl is actually very nice,
both our first time trying.
continued walkiing until super sian alr,
went to cathay to see if can slack/hang(according to Nat) or not
also took this chance to find potential shops to get a job HEHEH
shopped around,
and once again, nothing to shop alr,
so decided to walk to Raffles City,
and further asked a few shops.
slacked at Starbucks,
talking about Nat's future/career path.
super funny i was the one giving her advice and telling her what she should do
when she's older than me HAHAHAHA
i actually like that feeling HEHEHEH
but yeah,
we came to a conclusion that she should pursue fashion and give up her stable job as a nurse,
cause it isn't what she really want to be.
anw, she still have 1.5years to think through.
and that got me thinking about what i really wanted to do.
i definitely NOT want to be an engineer,
cause i'd never ever picture myself doing that
and definitely its not my field of interest.
baby asked me to pursue fashion too, with Nat.
but i'm afraid i can't.
casue my inspirations come and go,
like super randomly.
what if i can't submit my work,
what if i can't do it right?
my favourite is definitely still psychology
and it has never changed, for sure.
money please roll.
let me pursue what i want.
dear god, thank you.