three month mark

I felt it again tonight.

Is three months a mark of test?

In the earlier days, the girl would usually be more inclined to their phones, social medias and whatnots, and the guy's attention is usually fixated on her - phones can be tossed aside, and secretly irking the fact that shes checks her device with every beep. As time goes by, though, the girl fixates more of her attention on the guy, only fishing out device when necessary, so as to not upset the guy. And like any reality stories, the guy starts to use his phone more, checking in every once in a while, social medias and whatnots, just like how the girl did in the beginning.

Just like feelings. When a girl steps into something new, maybe its the fear of falling too fast, maybe its the fear of getting hurt, she take baby steps, she build walls. And she believe that the right person will tear these down, will guide her, and it will be worth the wait. When a boy steps into something new, he falls hard, he loves hard, he loves fast. He let her in, giving her all the love she needs to break down her walls.

When a girl falls in love, she doubt, she question, but she does it anyway. She yank away any form of fear and insecurities within and tell herself over and over "this is it. I'm gonna be happy." She falls in love with boy a little more everyday, she wants to give him a little more of her everyday. And she hoped he'll always stay. When a boy falls in love, no doubts stand in his way. With each day he tells her he loves her more, with each day he wants to see her more.

But over the days, girl starts to feel that the time together is not enough. She starts to want more, she starts getting a little too involved. And boy starts to feel that's too much time spent together, needs a break from her face. Boy gets bored, gets tired. Girl gets confused, wondering what went wrong. Tried to fix it, but in turn made matters worse. Endless arguments, disagreements taking a toll on each other. Girl gets hopeful at every single ups, thinking things can work out, that things will be okay. Boy gets tired and sick of all the downs, with only the easiest way out in mind.

The end.


Now, does the idea of companionship sounds better?